I’ve had enough, and as much as life has good stuff in it, I don’t see why someone in pain should have to suffer needlessly.
When I cry, I want to feel better, and the horrible hurt to be gone. But it doesn’t go away. It never has. It never will. I can’t do this.
I have been strong a long time. I’ve tried so hard. I keep getting back up, time after time after time…but I don’t want to any longer.
It is like there is no end to this emotional and mental pain. I am filled with it. It makes life very difficult and unbearable at times. It’s nor fair to those around me, or any I meet.
Is it wrong for me to want an end to all of it? Is it wrong that I just want to be at peace?
Would you keep a suffering animal alive? If there was nothing you could do to help it, then putting it down is the best option.
So why am I any different?
There is no help that anyone can give me. I know this.
You just have to let go…